a place called Istanbul

It has been 4 months in Istanbul, yea I bet no one realized how fast time flew by until the day that we packed all of our stuffs in the beg and started thinking what's next. It's been a wonderful experience (at least for myself) to do my practical training in Istanbul. If u ask me what did I learn and what was so special about being an intern in a strange city I guess all that I can say is the feeling is so real and u learned how things just happened in its own way. That's it.

The first struggling month was so a tragedy and made me realized things would never come easily to u, it's either for u to push to the limit or you failed without even trying. As for myself, I found it so out-bursting, my mind and my heart can't stop the unstoppable force comes from everywhere. Being different from the people makes you special (well I guess so) because people were so curious about you and where u came from, they always tolerate the fact that u can't speak the language that they think simple for them and should be easy for you to learn too. It took me over 2 months to finally understand the basic conversation (now I guess u can imagine how the communication been cracked out)

I'm a big fan of good music, and I found turkish music not that bad too, some music are so pleasing to my ears thou I can't even understand what was it say but who cares, music is universal so do turkish music. It might be so strange to listen to something that u can't even understand but then again, I can't help myself not to love it. Plus that's what google translation made for (u can translate the whole lyrics, haha) not only that, I've been closed to the internet more than ever since every time I tried to say something they couldn't understand me, so Thanks to Google Translation. you are Awesooome! :)

Friendship is not what I've been looking for, since I've got that before I came to Istanbul and yeah it's not even in my list to be closed to the people who I worked with. I'm a people person, I go and talk with everyone I want thou most of the time in Istanbul I found it difficult to fluently say my words but it doesn't beat me down. (I'm talkactive and this is another reason why). Well, feeling good about myself and being able to be good with people always makes me happy. I'm happy and glad that I found good friends here, despite being far away from my close friends I tried to become friends with them and I guess they are glad too, to get to know people from other country (at least to tell other people that they have friend from Malaysia which some of them thought Malaysia is part of Africa continent and I found it so ignorantly funny).

I miss people who I left back in Malaysia, I miss those I've been closed to, my beloved family,close friends, best friends, soulmate and friends that I cared for. But can I have people in here too? My love is for them, my heart beats and asks for them, my smile and my happiness also belongs to them, they've become important to me too, reasons for me to laugh today for me to smile every morning and for me to feel loved. I've might sound so greedy for friendship but u can't blame me for being that when all the people near you are so good and that's all u can ask for. I know no one can offer me a solution and I know hoping something that u can't have is more suffering that having none of it. Whether I like it or not, I have to let go one of them, and letting go doesn't mean the end of it until we meet again, I shall say half of my heart is missing and I will always look for to see them again. May be it takes me more than 2 years or even more than that, but I have no worries cause Internet is always the best place to meet. :) Thanks to the technology and the people who created it! haha.

Through out this post, u can find so many "good" words, it's because everything here was so good, so great, so wonderful, so tremendous and those other positive expressions that could conclude my feeling so far. I'm happy and I cry for being so happy about everything. Being far from Istanbul makes me believe that long relationship is more than love it's about the trust u put in it. I trust the friendship that we built, I trust that love will be taken care so well, I trust the people that I love and I trust the distance can't stop my love to stay. :) Istanbul, u've been good to me, you've treated me good more than I could asked for, I love you dearly you hold a place in my Heart and until we meet again, I hope this feeling will last. Please be nice to those people I love, please make life easy for them to live alive and save the best place for those who deserve it. I will come again, InsyaAllah.

You haven't lost me yet.

Truly, Deeply and Madly in Love,

Ieka, 28 Dec 09' - 26 Apr 10'.

P/S I love You.

I’m so going to Istanbul, Turkey! Hooray! Despite those obstacles that I have been through finally it is the time to say “Good Bye Malaysia, Good Bye Dear Friends and Good Bye People!” I did not know how I am supposed to feel right now, somehow I felt very relieved that I managed to go and pursuit my dream, but some part of me saying that this isn’t really what I want. I mean come on it is never easy to say Goodbye to those who you care for, where your heart belongs and someone that each and every day makes a reason for you to stay strong and believe that there is something special in you that you are just about to find out.

My friends is my whole world, they made me for what I am today. Good friends are a few but they utterly conquer your world and prove to others that you got what you want in life and nothing else matters. Without you guys around, there will be no fun for me, there will be no shine for me and obviously I’m nothing Without You. I know I’m just being so oversensitive and so over-clingy about this thing and it bores you. I’m actually excited for turkey and rather not to shed my tears upon leaving those good friends here in Malaysia, everyone has to catch the dream that they dream and everyone has they own way to go. I know I’ll love you guys FOREVER no matter what! So I guess, both ways I still will be missing you guys so terribly but yet looking forward to start my intern in Samanyolu TV, Turkey. I will be back after 4months of heaven-hell internship on the other side of the world! Wish me luck and it turns back to you too. Let us do the thing we do!

Mom and Dad, I’ll promise to you that I’ll make both of you proud and this time I’ll prove it! You both are the reason why I’ve loads of love in Life. I’m so going to miss you Mom and Dad! You are my ENTIRE UNIVERSE, and eternity for sure.And yes, my anak sedare!Miss u both!!

with love,

ieka.

This is it! Dreams "May" come true.

Yeah!,that's what i've been up for since the faculty told to send some students to go for an internship program outside from Malaysia. Alhamdulillah, doa aku termakbul juga dan sekarang ni aku harap berita yang aku dapat tadi will remain as a good news all the way through. Aku pun berharap yang result exam aku hari tu, semua ok ok so that aku boleh lepas untuk program internship tu. Tuhan je tau perasaan aku sekarang ni, aku tahu internship dekat mana-mana pon sama je, tapi ini je peluang yang aku ada, nak merasa and gain some experiences out there. Aku tak nak buktikan apa-apa, yang penting aku tahu aku nak buat yang terbaik masa praktikal nanti.

Thanks to you guys who never failed to give me the support when I need the most, for those encouragement and for believing in me. Thanks to those friends yang selalu layan aku masa aku down and rasa macam internship program ni False Hope je. Thanks untuk mak bapak aku sebab sentiasa bersabar dengan aku dan percaya dengan aku. To describe in words, no I have no words to describe how grateful I am to have such wonderful Friends and Family yang sentiasa ada untuk aku. Million thanks to all of you.

This thing is actually has not been confirmed yet, because I've to go through the Visa application process, the flight ticket , the preparation and so fourth, but yang confirmed adalah nama aku ada dalam list untuk pergi internship tu. Oh anyways, for those yang tak tau aku nak pegi mana, I'm going to do my internship in Samanyolu TV in Istanbul, Turkey for about 4months. any update I'll tell you later ok. Doakan aku untuk hari hari yang mendatang,and in return aku sentiasa doakan korang jugak! have faith in God, He will never failed you! just ask Him to send His bless.


Right now, I'm a Happy person of all people in the World!!! :)

Re-blogging

Well, this is new, nice and clean. I just thought that I need a place where I can write and tell something to people, may be there is not even a person reading my blog or should I say it is for my own self-satistifaction that made me to continue blogging. What the hell? As long as it makes me happy and satisfied, no ones can tell me to stop and start writing again. I'm actually not planning to write in english nor do I plan to start blogging all over again, I know my english was not as good as yours, my vocabularies are not that excellent, but I just want to be able to write and tell people what is inside of this head and what is going on with my sometimes boring sometimes interesting life. I'm 99% sure that some of you might think, I'm just a lame girl who wants to brag or boast myself for no reasons, well guess what? everyone does that and it is not for you to judge. So if you though that this blog is pathetic and wasted, I'm glad to say that you are not even invited. So knocked it off.

And people, here we go. I will update later, if anything occurs in my head that I'm actually like to share with you guys. Thanks heaps! Have A Nice Weekend.

"gay-long"

"live healthy or die peacefully"

Amin

pat on our shoulder =)

Few days ago i've been very busy with lots of assignment. other than that, i also been busy preparing for our animation talks & exhibition day which was on WEDNESDAY. Afterall, it was all good, the event ran well and we didn't expect our friends to come by and joined us during the exhibition.(thank you so much) Me myself had so much fun!

So here are the pictures taken on that day.

we called it as "MTV pink" booth

groupmates: from left ieka, alin, haar, eqah

those merchandises designed by us

haar with one of our close friends, ili

hugging! cikika, yati, and jiha

alin, the emcee (ayin) and eqah

overall, what i can say is dat i'm proud that we managed to do this assignment within the weeks given. practically it looks great as finish good just like what we imagined it to be, haar managed to do his "pink pad", it is so nice! i wish i could have one, while eqah and alin also did very well for their merchandise. the mouse pad was designed by alin and eqah did the design for the mug, both are also nice. And , i took responsibility to do the design for the bag. but unfortunately i can't print it on the real "tote bag" because it is difficult and some more it is quite expensive to do that, so i just print the design and stick it on my recycled bag and it still looks good i guess.

Tadaa!!..as you can see, on that day we were very happy and just enjoy the rest of the day..hehe thank you so much to everyone! not to forget special thanks to sarah (she managed to provide "paperclip" for us, small thing yet we appreciate that so much darlink!) xoxo =)

meet T.H.E.S.I.S.T.E.R.S

first time met each other. eh ye ke??ha..seingat cikika la..hehe yang pasti dalam sorang kawan i dapat lagi sorang kawan bermakne 1+ 1 = 2 hehe. they're both sisters, meet ciknad + cikainza (1st time jumpe i called her "adik" n she's slightly older than me!!=p)

kalo nak cite kat blog ni macam mane cikika kenal mereka..teramat la panjang..to cut it short..i love them coz we can easily connect with each other =) n we called ourselves as GB girls hahaha (sumpah lawak..mule la terngat kat cite2 karot yang kte borakkan time jumpe tu!) nways..cikika misses both of u so much...bile mau lepak lagi geng?? =p

p/s: to ciknad u still owe me one full movie ticket "panggong" ok!haha =p , to ainza i know u misses him so much...bawak bertenang mari lepak-ing dengan kami! =p

my dear spastiq friends <3 =)

SPASTIQS, years back we were not friend to each other, haha..sesungguhnye those days buatkan cikika tersipu2 nak ngaku bahwesenye..cikika mmg ske "mendajal"kan mereke semua..sorry you guys~ =( but..not nemore!yeah! now we are quite close perhaps and i find it is nice if its been like this long time ago..hahahaha =p my mistake my mistake..time tu cikika tak kenal mereke..sesungguhnye di mateku..mereke adelah perempuan2 "bujet hot & ngat diri mereke best sangat" (tu dulu2 punye tanggapan palsu la senang cite) pengajarannye di sini.."dun judge a book by its cover & tak kenal make tak cinte" cewah!dan2 cik hamdan!hahaha =p tapi setelah mengenali hati budi sorang2..mereke ni bayeek juge..haha.. nways to jiha,eqah,teen,myra & yati..aku sukak lu orang! sorry tok dulu2 punya hal k!!mari mulekan dengan SENYOMAN!wahahaha..

love,
cikika =)

PR NITE WITH BROADCAST PEOPLE

these are pictures taken last nite, cikika and friends attending the "RENDEZVOUS A BLACK & WHITE AFFAIR" the dinner was organized by PR students UiTM.

when PR people do their job, they done it PROPERLY

rite after we arrived, picture taken at the grand entrance

some of cikika's friends

as always, girls do took pictures in the toilet, i dunno y??y ha??haha=p
nways, love it!!

cam whoring haha~


cikika & the 3 spastiq girls


lovebirds & friends

we're trying so hard just to do the LOVE sign!hahaha
xoxo u guys!credit to HAAR

nways, cikika had for much fun last nite the food was so damn good (tapi, cikika si burok lantak rase macam siket sangat portionnye tok one table..haha) padahal esemen banyak lagi ni yet we still managed to enjoy the event very well, we sang, we dance, we laughed, we talked, we cherished ourself and far more important we shared everything that we have! =) love u guys!!

click here for more pictures!!!: facebook cikika

the sun not so bright but it's ok

arini the whole day cikika tak berade kat rumah n macam2 bende jadi kat cikika, keseluruhannye 2day wasn't a good day at all. cume perkare2 yang tak baik ni kadang2 kalo kite jadik orang positip bole jugak dipandang sebagai bende lawak n buatkan kite tersenyum sorang2(buat2 tenang la mengenang nasib ni kan ;p)

pade petang hari jam5, sepatotnye kami budak2 kelas nak buat jamuan makan2 kat dataran shah alam, tapi memandangkan ujan yang sangat lebat venue untuk jamuan hari raye ni ditukar ke rumah bob (rakan kelas cikika), dah tu kalo ikotkan cikika ni jaraaaang sangat nak join jamuan2 kelas ni, tapi tak tau macam mane tergerak hati nak pegi sangat jamuan kelas kali ni, mgkin sebab pk ni kan jamuan raye (tak pon sebab xcited nak pakai baju kurung tetibe, haha) and then cikika pon kol la haar yang berade di fakulti (sebab die ade test siang tadik) n iylia haidar yang berade di kolej. make cikika mengarahkan mereka untuk tunggu cikika datang amek mereke (ujan masih kelihatan sangat lebat pade kale itu)

mase nak pegi amek dorang kat dalam uitm tibe2 plak, uitm yang tak penah cikika tau pandai jem kelihatan sangat jem (bile jem, kete cikika akan buat hal n berasap2...selalunye banyak kete je time2 balik keje.. nak dijadikan cerite air longkang plak dok naik ke paras yg membimbangkan. cikika pon dah cuak sebab b4 ni kerete cikika penah rosak sebab cikika redah air (tapi nasib baik petang td ok) lepas dari pade tu, cikika dah mule la gundah gulane memikirkan kondusi kete cikika yang huru hare (barangkali radiatornye sudah mengong2) tak sampai beberape minit stuck dalam jem tu, orang yg tengah berjalan kaki melambai2 ke arah cikika yang dok jugak tak perasan kete dah berasap2 (haha, cikika ngatkan kami saling mengenali ;p) dah tu cepat2 cikika buat jalan yang sempit tu macam jalan bapak aku sendiri dengan mengreverse kete sesuke hati, dah la orang blakang dok pelik tapi cikika redah jugak dah tak de pilihan sebab nak pusing ke jalan yang bertentangan (ade simpang yg cikika bole letak kete kat situ) dah la pemes sekejap di khalayak ramai sambil menunggu kat dalam kete yang dah berasap2 tu.

haha..disebabkan cikika dah teramat biase dan hampir lali dengan kejadian asap2an kete ni, cikika yang pade mulenye stress bertuka menjadi sorang yang berkeadaan sebaliknye, cikika sempat mengambil beberape keping gamba sewaktu kete dok tersadai akibat jem yang panjang tu, make bermulelah sesi bergamba dan sebagainye, sampaikan ade due orang mamat motosikal dok tegor cikika "kenape gembira?" dan berlalu pegi dari situ (hampeh kalo benti tolong tak pe jugak!) tapi cikika dok tersengeh je sebab tau tak bole buat ape pon dengan kete tu sekadar mampu tunggu jem rede dan isi semule air ke dalam radiator.

akhirnye, cikika didatangi oleh kawan2 yg prihatin dan ingin menghulorkan bantuan kepade cikika (tak de la bantuan ape, cume menumpangkan cikika ke jamuan saje) kete cikika yang berkeadaan sadis itu ditinggalkan seketika dalam pusat bendahari (if u knw where is it) cikika hanye mampu tergelak terbahak je la mengenangkan ape yang berlaku hari ini, bak kate tagline KAMI "hari ni mmg palat tapi esok masih ade" (betol ke ek??haha)

cikika yang dok buat2 sedeh dalam kete (bosan2 lalu berlakon la poyo2 ;p)

kejadah yang berasap + keadaan jem yg terok + air kosong si penyelamat ;)

konpirasi!

Haar si cerdik a.k.a mastermind yang berjaye plan kaw2 kenekan cikika!

Eqah budak yang sebok nak p toilet...katenye..(tp mmg die p melabor pon, hehe)

Jhot penyeport plan Haar yang paling setia!

Iylia yang tak semena2 bebesa hati simpankan frame gamba tu dalam beg die spt yang tertere pade gamba!!shit la korang!!

Frame gamba guwe yang dimaksudkan!!macam siot!!malu tau!!

Cikika si mangse keadaan!! (pose diambil setelah hati sudah kmbali tenang;p...poyo2 je la weh!)

inilah MEREKE selepas berpuas hati dapat kenekan kawan sendri!!

p/s: laenkali pliss jangan buat aku macam ni lagi...(hahaha...mintak simpati!!;p)